Feeling of lost
yesterday was a lovely day with umma, ithatha and azima at Beypore. and today they all are gone to leave azima to Nilambur, and we three are alone, i was not so sad when i left them and come to Calicut. Now the feeling is so dark, i can't explain the situation, i was like crying, last night i was crying and i didn't even tell shiaba and any, I was totally lost and felt like i am lost and we have no one with us. also shortage of money is another issue rising up. i could always earn a lot of money with some business, but here there is nothing in the present scenario and also making a lot of money and also making the best of the connections. so that i can earrn a lot of money and sometimes i can't try something that is common that we have nothing to worry about anything. I have a lot of opportunities to earn money by sending goods to our shop or to others who need legal products from the mainland. I have to try this method so that we can, live happy by not only depending on t...